Why

The ache in the center of my chest never subsides
The pain for what I feel I deserve never eases
The hurt from all of the disappointment only squeezes me tighter
The numbness from crying myself to sleep only dulls soreness in my body
The tears flow freely
The release only temporary
Tomorrow we do it all over again
But today we have to put on this Facade
Today we must not fuss over ourselves
Today our life isn’t of importance
Today is not your day
No day is ever your day
So you ask yourself when
When will I matter
When will my pain be important
When will my aches ease
When will I be able to live freely

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