Insecurities

I have felt unwanted

I have cried tears of distress

I have hurt myself

All because no one wanted me

All because I gave my all and was still ignored

All due to the underlying thoughts

I am beautiful

I am irresistible

I can have anyone I want

To only have them shutdown by the person

Who says I love you

Your beautiful

Your sexy

Break my heart why don’t you

My inner goddess just died a little

My outer diva just went to hide

So back in my shell I go

Back to the confinement of my thoughts

Back to the reality that is my mind

No one wants me

No one thinks I’m beautiful

The words were fake

The tears real

And I just died a little inside

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