Feelings

My heart breaks into a million pieces
Everytime you turn your back on me
Everytime you take my words and turn them into something more then just words
I can’t be honest
I can’t speak my heart
I have to do things as you want
I have to follow your rules
I have to obey your feelings
But what about mine
Fuck how I feel
Fuck what is in my heart
Fuck how you may not understand that my words are just words
I will never do anything to make you uncomfortable
Or force you
But I also have feelings
I also have needs
What about what’s going on with me
That never matters
That is irrelevant
That is impossible
I’m not important
I don’t matter
I never matter

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